Exactly 10 years ago, I was a radiant lady who was full of dreams and
ambitions. Suddenly, a man came along who shifted my views and made me feel
that he can cut short my journey toward my goals. He made me believe that I can
dream bigger and better. He enrolled me in law school, renovated my family’s
house, and provided for my financial needs. Just like a totally perfect leading
man which I used to read in romance pocket books, I thought, he was the one.
After eight years of living together, and after having two kids, we
drifted apart. I didn’t see that coming. Any woman in her right mind would not
want her family to be torn apart, but any wise woman would not tolerate to be
repeatedly abused, cheated on, and disrespected. Although of course this is easier
said than done, the only way to put things in better order is to move forward.
Interested to find out how am I playing this part, really? These are the things that I do:
1.
ACCEPTANCE. This is the best advice that I have read on Twitter. If bad things come your
way, realize that surprising things do not happen to only you. Accept that in
one way or another, the unexpected could always occur because we co-exist with
a multitude of human beings with diverse backgrounds. If you’re hurt, accept
that “it” happened and your situation CAN change.
3.
AVOIDANCE. Avoid the places, things, or
websites that would only remind you how things used to be. If you keep on entertaining
your ex’s attempt to communicate, you won’t be able to move forward. Give yourself
the peace of mind that you deserve. If he was not present in your life 10 years
ago, it is still possible to live another kind of life without him in the next
years to come.
4.
READING BOOKS. Read the bible and other inspirational books
that will make you remember that you are complete and worthy even without the
approval of the person who once was part of your life. Since break-ups are
perfect cues that you have more time for yourself, seize the opportunity to
read good books so you could improve more as a person.
5.
HIT THE GYM. It is scientifically proven that an active lifestyle not only puts one into
good shape, but also empowers an individual to think more rationally when summoned
to sudden pressures. Avoid stress-induced cancer cells by squeezing in some
exercise in your busy schedule daily.
6.
BUSY YOURSELF. Being in a toxic relationship can zap your
energy. Since you already freed yourself from a humongous stressor, it’s about
time that you channel your love from just one person to chasing your dreams. Keep
yourself busy not only to become productive but also to have no time for overthinking
of the past.
7.
LEARN FROM THE LIVES OF SURVIVORS. It’s also nice to talk to people who have
experienced the same challenge in their lives, especially those who became happier
later on. Most of them simply continued living an upright life and eventually
they were blessed. Ask them how they weathered their storm and you might learn
something for your own guidance.
8.
DIVERSION. Being single entails a lot of
me-time. Have you had any hobbies in the past that you have neglected since
your priorities changed? Now is the best time to get artsy and crafty again! Do
you have wishes on your bucket list that you haven’t checked yet? Now is also
the opportune moment to reach your goals one by one.
9.
BE FINANCIALLY ABLE. It’s costly to be in a relationship, right?
Money matters become a headache instead of being a fuel to happiness. Now that the
decision-making is all yours to handle, without the opinion of somebody else on
how are you supposed to utilize your hard-earned funds, make sure that you
transform yourself this time to become financially savvy. Educate yourself, invest,
save, and minimize spending.
10.
FAMILY. Blood is always thicker than water. If your relationship with your
biological family was severed in pursuit of a wrong relationship, now is the
time to reach out again to rebuild bridges. Only your family will be willing to
assist and understand you completely in your emotional, financial, and
psychological ordeals. Channel back your love to them for they deserve it
better than the one who pushed you away.
11.
PRAY. Every time memories rush in and you feel hurt, just utter a short
prayer asking the Lord for healing rather than anguish in one corner. Ask other
people to pray for you too because only God can change somebody’s heart, from
being in pain to being liberated.